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Saturday, 26 July 2014

Thought

Do you ever have a moment where you think of how your silhouette looks to someone walking past?

And then, do you ever think of going past with a big knife like the nun in Exorcist 3, just to freak them out??

Perhaps it's only me.


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Monday, 21 July 2014

Moody

I don't really have anything to say other than H dragging me out for some garage sale perusing.

I feel crappy and Hubs is gone till tmw.

:(


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Wednesday, 16 July 2014

Haven't been writing

I am very bored and boring so I haven't been writing.

It's been a busy wk so I am exhausted!!!

I'm moody and semi-down most days but I slap on a happy face the best I can because Hubs is down too.

Had Son's bday, went to the beach and saw an old friend.

All good things but I feel like I have no energy left.


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Sunday, 6 July 2014

Tired

I have been up and down this wk. Got my period - first one since May.

Haven't been taking many actual photos or working on genealogy either.

Went out yesterday w/ a good friend - met up w/ some other friends & I was even convinced to stay out even later and some of it was good and some wasn't as much.

Overall, I feel sort of strange it's like while I am texting this - it's one of those out-of-body experiences where I am seeing myself from above.

I feel so disconnected...


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Thursday, 3 July 2014

Hmmn...

Had ODSP meeting today - came home and slept for HOURS - my case worker was nice and explained things thoroughly though I can't say I retained much of it.

Thank God there were handouts!

Awoke feeling moody.


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Wednesday, 2 July 2014

*sigh* Hubs 2.0 is depressed

This is so hard to deal w/ because it pulls me down too. It's so easy to be sucked into the whirlpool.
I am swimming against the current but I don't want to drown!

I *know* I should be more supportive and I tend to think I am until I end up losing my shit w/ him.

Go to a DR, a counselling place - just do SOMETHING!!!!

I've been asking for MONTHS!


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Saturday, 28 June 2014

Angry

I've been kind of angry today.

Everything is like striking a match to a wick.

I hate this.


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Wednesday, 25 June 2014

Fuck

So there is this thing called a disability tax credit aka the T-2201.

You need a medical dr or psychologist to fill it out and without one, in Ontario, you can NOT set up an RDSP for yourself.

I don't have either.

My psychiatrist did my cpp-d application and my odsp application.

So I need some else to do the last thing.

According to CIBC - Ontario is the only province that does it that way.

Grr Arrgh!

I say this time and time again - why is it that ppl with mental health issues need to jump through hoops when we have a lessened capacity/tolerance for it all?!?!???


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