So one of my good friends was laid off after just over 9 years of employment.
This is my first time out since Aug or Sept I think... I didn't even go out for my birthday but my friend needed me so here I am.
Had a good day re: Doctor Who's 50th anniversary - hoping I do OK out here tonight.
Been here 5 mins - 1 free drink consumed...
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Sunday, 24 November 2013
Friday, 8 November 2013
Stressed for past few days
:(
For size comparison I put it on my PVR remote.
Gotta toss it without Hubs seeing - he hates my hair-pulling...
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Tuesday, 5 November 2013
On June 29, 2012 my ex-DR had this...
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Sunday, 3 November 2013
It may not make any sense but I'm still feeling left out...
OK so I've been quite down for quite awhile.
I've hardly been talking to some of my friends because I don't want to bring them down and I usually socialize with them in public and I haven't felt up to being out.
That being said, one of them messaged me last night (when I stayed home instead of going out) and mentioned that a few wks ago 3 of them had gone out together - but they never even asked me if I was up to going out.
So even though I'm down and have been hibernating - my feelings are hurt.
I know it doesn't make any sense but it's how I feel.
Though it's given me something else to obsess about instead of thinking about if there is any month where it would be "acceptable" to commit suicide if I ever decide to kill myself.
Can't pick the months my kids' birthdays are in, or my siblings', or my parents' or Hubs or my in-laws.
Can't do May because of Mothers Day.
So that means March, April, May, June, July, August, Sept, Oct, Nov & Dec are out.
That leaves Jan - nope that my anniversary with Hubs.
So Feb is the only month I could choose.
But Feb has Family Day & Valentine's Day.
So that's the drawback of a large family & multiple parents.
Guess that means I really cannot ever kill myself.
Good to know that logic dictates there is no acceptable month for this.
When things get really bad, I'll remind myself about that one.
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I've hardly been talking to some of my friends because I don't want to bring them down and I usually socialize with them in public and I haven't felt up to being out.
That being said, one of them messaged me last night (when I stayed home instead of going out) and mentioned that a few wks ago 3 of them had gone out together - but they never even asked me if I was up to going out.
So even though I'm down and have been hibernating - my feelings are hurt.
I know it doesn't make any sense but it's how I feel.
Though it's given me something else to obsess about instead of thinking about if there is any month where it would be "acceptable" to commit suicide if I ever decide to kill myself.
Can't pick the months my kids' birthdays are in, or my siblings', or my parents' or Hubs or my in-laws.
Can't do May because of Mothers Day.
So that means March, April, May, June, July, August, Sept, Oct, Nov & Dec are out.
That leaves Jan - nope that my anniversary with Hubs.
So Feb is the only month I could choose.
But Feb has Family Day & Valentine's Day.
So that's the drawback of a large family & multiple parents.
Guess that means I really cannot ever kill myself.
Good to know that logic dictates there is no acceptable month for this.
When things get really bad, I'll remind myself about that one.
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