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A blog by and about a bipolar, ADHD Mom with anxiety, PTSD, depression, panic and agoraphobia (Flabbergasted Mom) & her spouse (Man of the House) with depression and possible ADD.
I wish my life was as peaceful as this picture I took LOOKS!
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Saturday, 31 May 2014
New pills in a wk
Plus I am depressed...
This sucks!
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This sucks!
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Friday, 30 May 2014
Tuesday, 27 May 2014
Monday, 26 May 2014
Thoughts sprung from. Doctor Who
Don't know how we'll this is going to go. My phone has been a pain in the ass
Anyway, I think I know why Donna is my fav Companion, deep down inside she truly believed that she was a nobody, a nothing.
I am like that a lot.
Re-watching "The end of time."
Always makes me cry
Why do I need to cry today?
No idea why but I feel like I do
So I'm just gonna go with it.
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Anyway, I think I know why Donna is my fav Companion, deep down inside she truly believed that she was a nobody, a nothing.
I am like that a lot.
Re-watching "The end of time."
Always makes me cry
Why do I need to cry today?
No idea why but I feel like I do
So I'm just gonna go with it.
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Thursday, 22 May 2014
Next psych appt
Is Tues at but I never know if he'll be running late or not.
Wondering if I should arrange for someone to pick him up or not as back-up and it's one of his Kung Fu nights
Not sure what to do
Curently taking my own (time out/in) in a bubble bath w/ Pepsi, shortbread cookies and a book 've read before "like all of them."
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Wondering if I should arrange for someone to pick him up or not as back-up and it's one of his Kung Fu nights
Not sure what to do
Curently taking my own (time out/in) in a bubble bath w/ Pepsi, shortbread cookies and a book 've read before "like all of them."
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Wednesday, 21 May 2014
Moody
Have been kinda down this wk. Feeling listless and tired. But also not interested in anything really.
Meh.
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Meh.
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Saturday, 17 May 2014
Human Sacrifice - Just how dangerous is this for me?
OK, so a lot of us (myself included) have "self-medicated whether it be with drugs, booze, sex, self-harm or all of the previous plus maybe things I've never done so I didn't think of it.
Since the very first time I've been on meds, I am going to a bar.
I'm what you would call a "binge-drinker" I generally do not keep alcohol in my home but out at the bar it can be 5 -25 drinks a night.
It may be dangerous for me tonight but it's a friend's birthday. I was going to go a few wks ago for a friend's divorce party but then I slammed 3 of my fingers into the garage door and took it as a sign.
Today, I took all my meds but i slept most of the day.
So I took THAT as a sign that I was OK to go.
I guess we'll see!
Wish me luck...
Since the very first time I've been on meds, I am going to a bar.
I'm what you would call a "binge-drinker" I generally do not keep alcohol in my home but out at the bar it can be 5 -25 drinks a night.
It may be dangerous for me tonight but it's a friend's birthday. I was going to go a few wks ago for a friend's divorce party but then I slammed 3 of my fingers into the garage door and took it as a sign.
Today, I took all my meds but i slept most of the day.
So I took THAT as a sign that I was OK to go.
I guess we'll see!
Wish me luck...
It's been a busy and kind of rough wk
I feel overwhelmed with getting ready for our unit inspection and even though one of my inner circle people tried to show me how to hang stuff, I completely could,kt do it.
Hence tape.
Lots of tape.
To hold up my step-daughter's curtains.
I have a sore throat and I am tired.
I joined an online bipolaR group and we'll see how that goes.
I need to pick some pics for Son"s and Step-Daughter's frames...
I have some other pics that require frames.
We planted flowers for the first time ever. EVER in my life. My parents were big on it but I wasn't.
But I had a dream about my Mom and that prompted me to do it.
Though Hubs did most of the work.
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Hence tape.
Lots of tape.
To hold up my step-daughter's curtains.
I have a sore throat and I am tired.
I joined an online bipolaR group and we'll see how that goes.
I need to pick some pics for Son"s and Step-Daughter's frames...
I have some other pics that require frames.
We planted flowers for the first time ever. EVER in my life. My parents were big on it but I wasn't.
But I had a dream about my Mom and that prompted me to do it.
Though Hubs did most of the work.
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Monday, 12 May 2014
Med increase
Ok let's see what we are at now:
Clonazepam 0.5; 2 pills 4x/day
Abilify 10 mg; 1 pill 1x/day
Lamictal 100 mg; 5 pills/ day
Propranolol 10 mg; 1 pills 2x/day
Less pills - more dosage
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Clonazepam 0.5; 2 pills 4x/day
Abilify 10 mg; 1 pill 1x/day
Lamictal 100 mg; 5 pills/ day
Propranolol 10 mg; 1 pills 2x/day
Less pills - more dosage
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Sunday, 11 May 2014
Nice evening
Last night I went out with one of my old and dear friends from college (the 2nd time I dropped out, not the 1st).
Anyway, she took me out to dinner at ESM's and we talked, a lot.
I suspect that I did most of the talking but it helped - it really did.
It's also made me wonder if my noon meds are too strong...
Anyway, I felt more "normal" with her on the outing.
Today I saw my Mom for Mother's Day and I thanked her for keeping me (rather than terminating me).
I got a bit emotional but I needed to say it.
She was not keen on my meds or my drowsiness, but she does love me...
Go figure.
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Anyway, she took me out to dinner at ESM's and we talked, a lot.
I suspect that I did most of the talking but it helped - it really did.
It's also made me wonder if my noon meds are too strong...
Anyway, I felt more "normal" with her on the outing.
Today I saw my Mom for Mother's Day and I thanked her for keeping me (rather than terminating me).
I got a bit emotional but I needed to say it.
She was not keen on my meds or my drowsiness, but she does love me...
Go figure.
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Friday, 9 May 2014
I'm bummed
I'm really not going to enjoy it now that "Positive Steps" is over.
After my stint at the day hospital out-patient program - I went downhill.
I hope it doesn't happen again...
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After my stint at the day hospital out-patient program - I went downhill.
I hope it doesn't happen again...
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Wednesday, 7 May 2014
This breaks my heart
I should avoid the news - I get so caught up in it that it keeos me in tears.
The latest is the fact that they finally found the body of a young boy, Robbire Reiner fell into a river near his home after his birthday and bfore xmas.
It keeps making my cry.
Over the years many stories have touched me in this manner and I can't seem to shake it.
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The latest is the fact that they finally found the body of a young boy, Robbire Reiner fell into a river near his home after his birthday and bfore xmas.
It keeps making my cry.
Over the years many stories have touched me in this manner and I can't seem to shake it.
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Monday, 5 May 2014
Just checking
MEDS:
0.5 mg (because isn't covered) Clonazepam - 2 pills, 4x/day
10 mg Abilify - 1 pill 1x/day
100 mg Lamictal - 1 & 3/4 pills 3x/day for one wk
10 mg Propanolol 1 pill 2x/day
So that's 16 and 1/4 pills a day, right?
Seriously?
Oh and ALL my test results were apparently good. "Excellent" was the word I believe the good DR used.
I think he may have been shocked.
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0.5 mg (because isn't covered) Clonazepam - 2 pills, 4x/day
10 mg Abilify - 1 pill 1x/day
100 mg Lamictal - 1 & 3/4 pills 3x/day for one wk
10 mg Propanolol 1 pill 2x/day
So that's 16 and 1/4 pills a day, right?
Seriously?
Oh and ALL my test results were apparently good. "Excellent" was the word I believe the good DR used.
I think he may have been shocked.
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