OK, so a lot of us (myself included) have "self-medicated whether it be with drugs, booze, sex, self-harm or all of the previous plus maybe things I've never done so I didn't think of it.
Since the very first time I've been on meds, I am going to a bar.
I'm what you would call a "binge-drinker" I generally do not keep alcohol in my home but out at the bar it can be 5 -25 drinks a night.
It may be dangerous for me tonight but it's a friend's birthday. I was going to go a few wks ago for a friend's divorce party but then I slammed 3 of my fingers into the garage door and took it as a sign.
Today, I took all my meds but i slept most of the day.
So I took THAT as a sign that I was OK to go.
I guess we'll see!
Wish me luck...