Overall, it's been a decent day - pretty good even.
The weather was beautiful, the kids were good, I ran errands with my Mom (I have/had 2 moms), visited my grandma, briefly saw my sister.
Hubs made a nice dinner.
That being said, the end of my day has me feeling quite upset. Hubs was giving me a hard time over something he disagreed with & didn't drop it so I ended up having to partially address a long-time situation re: my sense of self-worth that existed before I ever knew Hubs.
He FINALLY got to the point where he saw beyond the surface and apologized.
However; I'm already down here - feeling like crap.
talking about it won't make me feel better. Neither will crying about it.
It's one of those things that I have to just accept.
But it's not easy. And it's something I've struggled with for over 20 years.
If I had somewhere to go - I'd go in the car and just drive but it's not the right time of year for that.
Our town is overrun with beer enthusiasts, enjoying a good polka at various festhalls.
Not a good time to be driving.
But I don't want to be here either...
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