I am just so damn tired.
I feel like that when I sleep, I am not resting. I am drained and just do not know how to replenish myself.
It's as if my emotional well has dried up.
Even though I am not the best at connecting with my emotions and expressing them rather than intellectualizing them to give me that bit of distance they are still in me.
Maybe that's why I am so tired... Because they drain me on both sides, feeling them AND hiding the fact that I feel them.
It must be from the era my parents were raised in. Never let people know you're hurting was an unbreakable rule in my house growing up.
I still cannot break it.
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